Hiya,
So for this part of the Stages titled You & I, I have incorporated three elements: the passing of a loved one, a friendship ending and a romantic relationship coming to an end. This installment ties in with I Want Out, but on a slightly different level because of the other perspectives included within this poem as well as the dual perspectives You & I offers to the reader.
You & I (Pt. 2 Of Stages)
You’re the only person I let see me cry
You’re the only one who stays up late talking with me on the phone when I can’t sleep
I can remember when we said our goodbyes on that stale, hot August day
I can remember the way the light in your eyes faded as you slipped away
You’re the first person I want to share my good news with
You’re the only one who understands my jokes with just a look
I want to stop you, chase you down, and make you change your mind
I want to go back to hanging out in the park and talking on the porch at night
You were the love of my life
You were my best friend
I don’t think time will heal this wound
I don’t think I want it to
Your scent is still on the pillow lying next to me
You’re love is still the gravity that grounds me
I will not just let this go
I will not be played as the your fool
You don’t have a monopoly over grief, pain or loss
You can’t say that what was between us meant nothing at all
I see right through those lies, quit pretending you’re sorry
You are so arrogant and cruel
Now I’m the problem?
I’m the reason you didn’t want to try?
No, but I wonder why it took this much effort to finally see the real you
As always, thanks so much for reading ^__^
Until next time,
Gia.